December 2009
In 2009...
I met some of the greatest people ever. I went from being completely unhappy to being the happiest I’ve ever been. I had my first job after years of not being able to have one because of an injury. I saw some of the most amazing shows. I made some incredibly talented friends, and I’m insanely lucky to know them. I grew up a lot. I mended friendships. I slept on couches. I broke my...
if you feel like a fool, if your trusted friends are all telling you the same thing and if you feel as if you’re being taken advantage of, you probably are. yes, it will be painful when you walk away. yes, you will cry and it will feel like the dark walls are closing in. yes, you will think how you will never love anyone as much as you loved them. yes, you will secretly wish to wake up from...
“you’ve got to
get rid of
false friends and
bloodsuckers first
before...”
– Charles Bukowski
“I like boys on swings, and girls on skateboards. I like babies in high chairs. I...”
– Cassie, Skins (via misscheriedior) (via rockandroses) (via cigarettesonfire)
bring on the heartbreak. bring on the failure. bring on the scabbed knees, wrong turns and sleepless nights. because i’m not broken yet. i’ve got far too much left in me. this iron heart may be dented and rusted but goddamnit she’s a runner. i need more fights. more cheap shots. more sucker punches. more back stabs and disappointing friends. because i’m still laughing. and...
we are attracted to this for a reason. in the beginning it all seems so clear but after time so many of us lose sight. the image gets smudged by back-stabbing, scene points, who got to the barricade first, list spots, message board drama, backstage passes and name dropping. don’t you remember why you wanted this? when it was more than music. when it was a fight. and not a fight against your...
“Drinking is an emotional thing. It joggles you out of the standardism of...”
– Charles Bukowski
“there was a time when this city shined.
the lights in the parking lots would...”
– polar bear club
I’ve never been good with New Years resolutions. So instead of making them, I’m just going to make myself do everything more. Learn more, do more, see more, love more, speak up more, etc. I just want to be a better person. I don’t need to “lose ten pounds” or “drink more water” (even though I should). I just want to do more good things and be a better...
“Today the mirror shows all the things that fade
But there are lots like us,...”
– Polar Bear Club
fuckyeahrobertsheehan:
i have such a crush on him. it’s disgusting.
2009:
since the year is basically over, here are its most memorable memories (in my life):
-finishing my first year at college -bamboozle! (mainly for the sole fact that i saw the get up kids) -having a job for a month, making a lot of money and then getting laid off due to over staffing and not finding another job -forgetting most of my summer -getting my car towed while seeing ryan cabrera -seeing...
“strength is taking shots to your faith and getting back up to love a...”
– christopher gutierrez
thank you blackberry horoscope for being so right.
Crimes of the heart don’t go unpunished. Just because someone seems to get away with stealing love and then discarding it doesn’t mean there will be no repercussions. Time will tell. Get to work reinventing yourself. Soon this year will end and what have you got to show for it? Hopefully you’re in the beginning of a cycle of renewal. Yes, you can transform yourself into...
“The worst thing is loving someone when you know you shouldn’t anymore. It’s...”
– (via runawaytrain) (via cowseatgrass) (via lovemewithoutfear)
13447.) I wish all the time at 11:11 and even...
(via blogsecret)
i’ve only had one 11:11 wish come true, but i still wish.
“I don’t understand how you can smile all day long but cry yourself to sleep at...”
– (via bloodisthenewblackk) (via maplestars) (via cherryblossomowl) (via openlungs)
In less than a year I went from hiding behind coffee mugs to drinking wine out of them. From staying in on weekends to sleeping on couches and wandering back in the morning only to do it all again the next night. From staying quiet to speaking up. From having too much time to having no time at all. From fights to best friends. From no memories to the best kind of memories. From counting down the...